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sometimes it's no.

well friends, i can't go into a lot of detail, but we are no longer matched with our expectant mama.

there are no guarantees in life, and this has hit us between the eyes with a reminder of that truth.

i will not lie to you and say that it has been easy to walk this road. if i'm being really honest - it's hard and it sucks. and it also didn't happen how you probably think it did. one day i may be able to tell you the whole story, but today is not that day.

we don't know how this larger story will unfold. we don't know if we'll end up being able to adopt in the near future or not. we don't know. if we've learned anything in the past couple of weeks it's that people are broken, and we have no idea what's coming.

we are not in control.
i am not in control.

i have a choice right now to hold onto God in the midst of this and trust that even though it still sucks, and it doesn't make any sense at all to me, i have to believe that HE is writin…

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