rough day

today was a rough day. i know that in the midst of it there are still a million things to be thankful for, but right now i only really feel the weight of all the crappy things, which are burdening me.

what lies ahead for us is not fun, and i don't really like thinking about it. but it will happen whether i think about it or not. it will happen because we aren't quitters. because we'll do what we have to do.

tomorrow isn't going to be fun either. there are many tough conversations to be had in the next few days. and i alone do not have anywhere close to enough strength to make it through by myself.

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining

I believe in love even when I feel it not

I believe in God even when he is silent

-c.s. lewis