this is how i feel right now
hopefully tomorrow i can explain it all to you.
i simply don't have the energy right now.
i can tell you that currently stress is ballooning up from my stomach and seeping into every ounce of my being.
so much of me wants to walk away and start over, but unfortunately i dug myself a hole, and i'm going to have to climb furiously to get out.
i think i need to do some yoga before bed...