bob loblaw

say the title of this post 3 times fast, and you'll understand what my life feels like right now. even though i've tried time and again to be upbeat, and grateful, etc. etc. i keep landing right back there, and i don't know how to fix it.

along those lines i started reading a book this week entitled: the happiness project.

so hopefully it will encourage and inspire me to change my life. to do something to get out of bob loblaw land. lately i've been tired and irritable. i'm getting nauseous a lot, but not all the time. having bouts of insomnia followed by days of exhaustion where i don't really get anything done.

frustration ABOUNDS, and i want something, anything to get better. not because it's terrible, but because it just doesn't seem like anything at all.

say a little prayer

if you think of it...